Had an argument with him last Wednesday.
And I thought going to KK on weekends can make me forget him for awhile, but it didn’t.
During the trip, I have thought about a lot of things.
I wonder he really doesn’t want to hear my voice anymore.
I feel that he is bored of me after all these years.
I think he will be happier without me in his life.
I ponder about our time together. Good and bad.
This is worst time that we are going through. Everytime we argued, we settled within 2 days. But this time, it is that bad. He never call since last Wednesday, except for hacking my facebook account.
There is no future that I can foresee at this moment.
Maybe we need some time-off for each other.
I am trying to adjust my life without his presence now.
It is not easy, but I will try.